With the clear manipulation that has gone on with Trump and the whole Tik Tok mess (let’s not forget – HE started the entire movement to ban Tik Tok), and now he is capitalizing on that by manipulating Tik Tok, and the youth, with this weekend ban and executive decision.

It tells me I can’t trust this ceasefire he supposedly worked out with Netanyahu.

Last term, he issued a Muslim ban that caused chaos, and that was what he did just the first term around, with people in the government who were largely fighting against him. Now we have a government that is his, a congress that is his, and people fighting to suck his cock.

The hardest part about all this is the trust, for me, is gone. I don’t trust this government. I don’t trust the people around me to truly take it seriously. The hardest part is – despite knowing that I have the strength and will to fight and endure my way through any of this shit, the fear and anticipation eats at me.

My entire life has been spent fighting for myself. The things I want to happen in my life wouldn’t have happened if I hadn’t fought for it, and I’m just so damn tired of fighting. Just so fucking tired.